2day i din go to sch...
i scare...i try...i wish...
i scare the feeling at sch...
i try to prevent from this feeling...
i wish to avoid from it...
i fail...
so...i choose
rest^^

也许

也许你说得对...我很脆弱...
我常会胡思乱想...常易悲从中来...
我渴望得到照顾...这样我才能感觉有所安慰吧...
但我的要求似乎太过分了...
最近...我总觉得朋友少了...
是我说话方式太过分了吗?
是我处事态度太草率了吗?
也许吧...
但我真的好累...我一直尝试的改...但...
却一直得不到我想要的结果...
我很努力的在改..很努力的在变...但....
试乎不怎么成功...我真的累了...总感觉不到自己的重要性...
我想...是时候休息一下了....

今天

今天的我有着莫名的寂寞感...
我来到学校大家都去礼堂了..我走到食堂...以为" 她们 " 会在那等我...
至少我不用独自一人过去..但...是我想太多...
下课时...她们全都在我前一排吃..我看没位了我就坐在后面..没人理我...
我不喜欢一个人吃饭的感觉...我害怕...
我害怕一个人....
寂寞好可怕........

我

我有了新目标!!!
要努力!!!
要忘记!!!
要加油!!!

啊哈!!!!!!

finally

finally...huan !!!!!!!!
we wan go to find u and go shopping tgt edy !!!!!!!!!!! yoohoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait for us...
looking forward for coming Saturday^^

enuf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stop bullying my honey cheryl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moo and ee

dont sad..............
u still gt another chance..............dont cry....we always support u....
and waiting for u to drive us ya^^

ee....
ur house happen such serius things but u nvr mention in sch...
hw strong u r.....i don knw wat can i do....but....
rmb...we always by ur side.....ganbatte !!!!!!

thx a lot

thursday..my mood damn awful...
i feel so sad and really really wish to cry...
but i try to suppress my tears..but really cant hold it anymore..
i go to find ee...and cry in their class...wao...only there i can feel more comfort..
huan...i miss u so much...u knw how i wish u r at the same sch wif me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh....
thx a lot to all my frens..thx to all ur console and concern...really touch...
thx...cheryl tew !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat is the most tasty nugget i had eat..thx...
and thx to somebody...ur msg really make me feel warm...thx...

^^

how many times u wan to make me feel hurt ?

as a AJK from REKREASI
do u think u should talk that way when i'm promoting the shirt to other members?
yea,of course u can choose what to say but can't u think for my situation?


i don't care whether u like the design or not,that is FINAL!
i don't care whether u like the colour or not,that is FINAL!

haha...these is wat i found in somebody blog..
oh...damn sad again...
i only can say if u take it seriously when i m talking these word..means u totally nt understand me..
who the person i am...wat the way i m talking..others can misunderstanding me but i hope really hope tat u all wont..
but...
so sad..
nt the first time already..u all let me feel totally disappointed..totally...
wat the way i treat u all..u should knw...am i person nt even hav the qualification to be urs frens..i hope u all can find out by urself...
but...
pls.....dont hurt me again...
maybe...to u...i nt a fren anymore....jus a ajk...a ajk who like to talk nonsense and nt support u at all when u promoting ur shirt...ha...wat a ajk i m...so sad ?