人生

最近。。。我的好姐妹的阿嫲去世了。。
她很伤心难过不过却很勇敢很坦然的接受了。。
人总是这样。。我们都会在失去了才会珍惜。。才会伤心。。。才来后悔。。
我好怕。。我不喜欢这种感觉。。。
本来每天在你身边出现的人。。每天扮演这很重要角色。。陪你度过很多时光的人。。
不在了。。你看不见了。。听不到声音了。。感觉不到温度了。。还有他留下来的东西。。看了有多么的感伤。。
我们常常觉得身边的一切都是里说当然的。。所以不珍惜。。。
但我们却没发现玩事物都不是永恒的。。
读了这个科系后。。我看见了很多动物绝种的照片。。有些甚至使他们的图画连照片都没有。。
就这样同样的种类一群不见了。。灭亡了。。重重的因素太可怕了。。
我一直在想我应该要做点什么了。。为我身边的人做点什么但却不知如何开始。。
唉。。突然之间好想念我的家人T.T

还有。。我的好姐妹。。你要好好照顾自己哦。。。

T.T okay...i hv to admit tat i cry on my birthday...
i really miss my parents miss my sister miss all my friends...
every yr i can celebrate my bday wif u all and gt accompany by u all...
1st time i nid to spend it alone...and without cake...
i suddenly miss abt the egg tart gv by wan ling tan...
the cards make by ching ee lim...
my cake...my wishes...my present as well...
i cry bt i force myself to be strong...

luckily...i gt woan pin tey...she call wai sin who is also knwn as lao wai to bought me a cake bt he cnt found it in our " U " so he bought me a burger...hahax...
thanks...it really make me warm~^^

thn luckily i gt my CZA frens...and Anthony Voon bought me meal for that nite~^^ really thanks him...hahax....bt i dn say thanks to him...wakakaka....they was scare whn saw me cry after answer my mum's call bt of cz my mum dn realize i was crying whn hear her sound...hahax

mum...i miss u a lot...and my dad call me even tho he r be remind by my sis==

k...share sm pic wif u all and more are available in my fb yahx:
my bday in Sarawak ~^^

sally's room

tis my room...tada...and tat table's cloth...i brg by myself d har...
these my own place lah...
so far...my room mate are gd...house mate also gd and always keep our apartment clean and tidy...bt i'm the only chinese in this apartment...

well...i wan to post my room's pho bt it was disappear....hahax...
so wait i tidy up it again jz post out yahx....

my life...

hahax...i dn knw y terbalik lah..ok...the 1st one is Anthony our driver and he is very lucky tat one of our member vomit in his car..ahahax...and he is our president...

the second is a boy who 1st time play lantern within his 21 yrs life..so pity rite ? bt so lucky tat we share his first time tgt..hahahax...and this our moon cake ~ well their moon cake are different wif us...they r flat...hahax...ok..tats it....
more to upload ~ bt i m freaking tired nw..hahax..

happy moon cake festival

ok...well...this is my moon cake festival....
1st time to celebrate it at a totally unfamiliar place...and celebrate wif a grp of frens who jz knw for one day ? hahax...really like unbelievable wor...
bt they r nice...luckily i gt them if nt my moon cake festival will be bored...
we still gt eat for reunion dinner tgt oh...haha...and moon cake also...nice rite ?

we formed a grp name zoology chinese association by ourself...and thr only 5 members...

lets me introduce thm ?
one..our most talkative course mate wif car...hahax...name Anthony Voon
second...our athlete course mate...name Sii Toh Sim
third...our most funny course mate bt wif a cold style...name Kar Hon
forth...our most quiet course mate and she r a girl..name Sze Tze...
fifth...yes...i m the one...

okay...i wn to upload photo of them bt line really sucks...so pls wait for my update yahx...

9月4日。。。星期日

最后一个晚上呆在家。。明天我就要去马六甲。。。
星期二就要动身前往一个未知的世界。。。
我不知道我在那里会不会过得好。。。
不过我知道这是人生的另一个阶段。。。
我会加油。。会勇敢。。因为没有走下去就只能永远的停留。。。

要离开家。。。我真的不舍。。。
在准备行李的当儿。。。看见自己衣橱里。。书坐上。。鞋架上一样一样的东西在减少。。
真的很想哭。。。去到那我不能再任性。。。没有人让我欺负。。。
没有人服侍我。。。也没有暖暖的床睡。。。不过也正是我该长大的时候吧？

我叫妈妈帮我写上了行李箱上的名字。。。就像我一年级准备进小学时那样。。。
那时候也是你牵着我的手带我去学校。。。这次没有你的陪伴。。。希望我还是可以一样勇敢。。
还记得我小学一年级一滴眼泪也没留。。。还自己坐校巴去。。。
这次也一样吧。。。只是换成了飞机？？ 哈哈。。。不过至少还是你牵着我的手带我去搭飞机。。
但这次我却好像没小学时的勇敢。。。哈哈。。。但我已经不能任性了。。。要对自己负责。。。
那时候的我也是对未来感到恐惧。。。但无知却帮我减轻了不少情绪。。。
现在的我也一样吧？

该抱着怎样的心情离开我真的不知道。。。要怎样忍住泪水我也不会。。。
哈哈。。。只希望不要哭的太难看吧？

希望我没在的家多多少少他们会感觉到一点寂寞那我才有存在感呀。。哈哈。。。

朋友们。。。各奔东西了。。不过也证明我们又朝自己的梦想理想迈进一大步了。。
不管未来怎样。。。都掌握在自己手中。。。
不管未来怎样。。。你我都不会分开的。。。

后会有期啦~我西马的朋友们~^^ 珍重啊。。。